one of the best, haylee :)

to get over these mini depressions i feel all the time. i have absolutely nothing to be sad or sorry for myself about. it just…happens though. even when i know i have nothing to worry about…it just pops up out of nowhere and i feel like everyone hates me and that i am not good enough for anything or anyone. i am lucky to have such a fantastic boy by my side to help me through these little spits of sadness…i am completely self-aware of how i should not complain about anything in my life. but for all of you out there just like me who really can’t control their sadness, this one’s for you.

my boyfriend of 1 1/2 year :) i do love him indeed

with my mother when i move away. i think things are just going to improve. our relationship is a bipolar roller coaster, and i guess i must objectively admit to it being half my fault. however, the other half of the time i really don’t even know what’s going on or what i did because she never gives me a full explanation like i do for her. how can i make myself better and have a more stable relationship with her when she’s so resistant to telling me HOW exactly that should happen or what things i am doing that annoy or frustrate her. what i am getting at i guess, is that communication is essential for any working relationship. without it, the other person is left with a sea of unanswered questions and then they become frustrated and upset about themselves. i suppose i should know sometimes…but i just don’t.

is my fifteen month-a-versary with my boyfriend. i would just like to say how utterly happy and lucky i feel to be with a person like him. to me, he’s the best boyfriend and friend a girl could ever desire. no matter whatever happens, he will always have a very special place in my heart for being the sweetest, most kindhearted, genuine, and loyal boys i will ever come to know. i love you noah barnes.  

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